Goodbye

The thought has been haunting me for ages now
And I finally found the courage to go through with it
I'm sitting on the hard, cold floor
My body is stiff, my eyes glazed with tears
My breath is caught in my throat
My violent heartbeat echoes in the hollow room
Hate, pain, confusion, bitterness and sadness
They run through me, all at once
I scream inside my head and make them go away
I take a deep breath, my mind is made up
I hold the cold metal to my head
And gather all my strength to pull the trigger
A smile spreads across my face as I do
I hit the floor, agonized for a moment
And I finally lay in peace, as I whisper to myself, "Goodbye".